Violet Rose (via c-icatrix)
This is one of my favorite quotes about sexualization/objectification vs autonomy of female bodies bc it’s so succinct
I thoroughly enjoy every minute I spend with him. In truth, I’d be more than happy to move into a small apartment and live with him; proper adulting and stuff.
But in regards to the intimate side of things, I’m holding back a small part of myself. It’s as if I’m afraid to let him see me at my most vulnerable. I find intimacy (which doesn’t include being naked cause I enjoy being naked for the sake of feeling free) quite revealing, especially the love making, and I haven’t quite been able to completely release my inner self. And I would very much like to give my all. Or at least show him every aspect of me. To reflect just how much I care for him, love him.
More blood tests. More needles. More fretting. Fuck being human.
Bella dog is going to sleep tomorrow. She is barely hanging on, no longer walking or seeing. Constantly sleeping.
She’s a physical symbol and link to my childhood. It’s the end of an era :(